i just locked myself up in the room and broke down. i seriously miss you like fuck. i want to hug you so fucking badly right now. you have no idea how much you’ve hurt me or how many fcking times i have cried like some fucking baby because of you.
why didnt you trust me? why did you just have to doubt my love? do you know how it fucking feels like when i love you so much but its like you dont feel a thing and you dont even know.
why do you feel so insecure? i thought you knew that i only loved you, it feels like you dont trust me at all.
but whatever it is im sorry, sorry for making you feel like this way. i really really want you to know that i seriously dont want anyone but you. I dont want to and i wont love anyone but you. you’re the best for me and i need you so badly right now.
Your words hurt me like shit. exam is tomorrow and all im thinking is what i did wrong. it doesnt make any sense i cant find anything wrong. and what hurts even more is that you wont even tell me a single thing at all.
i know its killing you right now but i promise i’ll make it better. it fucking hurts me too. i hate myself for hurting you. its not you fault its mine
